Children's Books Published

While I wait for Medical intervention I have managed to put my mind into action and publish my 2 Children's Books.

Too incapacitated to do anything physical, this is a real blessing.

Rather than sit around waiting for my miracle to happen I have had to force myself to gear myself into action.

These first 2 books have been a learning curb for my BIG one ~

" Can I interest You in a Fungus Lord ? "

The reason for this title is this ~

With the Food Intolerance came swelling that never went down unless I starved myself.
As I experimented on a very strict YEAST FREE, SUGAR FREE DIET, the painful bump seemed to reduce somewhat.   
The swelling which seemed like growth, fungal growth got smaller and smaller but never completely vanishing.
As it did so, it felt like my pelvic area (my THEN tiny little belly) was alive with painful prickly activity which became SO painful that my daughter had to call an ambulance and cart me off to A+E.

Not that it did any good.
I was told it was in my mind (as always) and sent home to suffer it on my own.

I ALWAYS hit a brick wall and it took me YEARS to find out why.

In fact it was my 47 year old sister who discovered the derogatory comments on my notes just 4 weeks before she died on my sofa.


My problem clearly started with YEAST, then went onto to sugar and eventually everything else.

As this ' Lumpy ' thing grew so did the surrounding areas, causing me to gain excessive weight and develop extremely high Blood Pressure.

As an out-patient at my local Hospital I approached a vehemently unapproachable Consultant (who's mentioned in my earlier Blogs as he was in the papers).

As soon as I mentioned YEAST he accused me of believing I had Cancer even though I'd never even thought of it, let alone bring it up.

I started to learn about the Yeast/Fungus/Cancer connection and began to understand why he connected it, but not why he was SO hard on me until the discovery in my Medical Notes.

The newspaper reports from previous Blogs reveal his habitual bad handling of patients.


I learnt about how Candida Albicans grow and also about Endometriosis.

The articles I read on Endometriosis state that fungal growth can occur on the outside of the Uterus and one way that sometimes helps is to have a hysterectomy to stop a woman's Hormone Factory FEEDING the fungus which sometimes leads to CANCER.

I recognised that all hormonal related foods and chemicals were absolutely feeding SOMETHING and I have mentioned this several times in written articles to medical authorities - but it fell on deaf ears for a long time till I eventually had a FULL Hysterectomy.

The woman in the bed next to me was also having the same op.

She had been into Hospital previously with a very bad case of Endometriosis and had to have her COLON hoovered to remove the FUNGUS.

I have been so UTTERLY patronised when I have discussed all these possibilities with Doctors.
 
These symptoms have happened in the bodies of many a patient and some were also treated like me ~ very badly. Some went on to develop Cancer AND DIED, but others lived to tell the tale and be compensated.

I have also read that STONES can also cause an over growth of Yeast - causing a vast array of multiple ailments.
I have symptoms (and a diagnosis) of a Ureteral  Stone (which can be life-threatening).
AND I had a hysterectomy to eradicate any possible Endometriosis.
Unfortunately it didn't work.

And as soon as I began to reintroduce Yeast and Sugar back into my diet - thinking my hormone factory removal would have contributed to a certain extent, my body literally BLEW UP like a balloon.
I gained weight IMMEDITAELY and it never went down ~ rather the opposite.
I eventually doubled in size and became quite disabled from the inside out.

The proliferation I experience when I eat, drink, take medication or apply toiletries has spread ALL over my body but my local Medical Borough will NOT buy it.

A friend of mine has a male friend with a diagnosis of a severe overgrowth which HAS spread ALL over his body and he has been advised to refrain from ALL Yeasted and Fermented Foods.

I started to talk about these very symptoms to Doctor's in 1999 and have been in the battle from hell ever since.
The initial problem did actually start in 1997.

Hence the title for my Medical Negligence Book.

I strongly believe there is some kind of fungal problem occurring in my body, connected to the Stone diagnosis, the Food Intolerance, Hormonal problems, multiple ailments and weight gain which has been negligently overlooked because of supposition from my notes.

Back tracking to my Book Publications.

These Children's Kindle Book Publications almost seem to be a practice run for my more serious  pre-destined  ~  Can I Interest You in a Fungus Lord ?


So at present I have these 2 under my belt ~


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The pain of a Hypochondriac

Blogging is easy when you're not in constant pain.

These remarks are coming from a certified Hypochondriac.

Been in terrible pain today.
There has been swelling within the swelling in my left side.

(Well - I WAS diagnosed with a Stone in the left Ureter by a non-prejudice Urologist many years ago).

This swelling has been STINGING so bad ALL DAY LONG.

The pain has brought tears to the eyes of this Hypochondriac but years ago a former CPN assured me that before I get proper care, I would have to be rushed into A&E in AGONY!

Pain's not enough!
It's got to be AGONY for my Medical Enemies to see what they've overlooked all these years.

I used to be so fit and healthy at 40- ish and I revelled in it . . . losing almost 6 stone and being at my most leanest, fittest, muscliest  I had ever been and have gone from THIS ~
                                                                       
                                                                        
                                                                       

                                                                        



to this                                            
                                                                       

                                                                       

 

 

. . . . . ugly fat face not included !

 

 

The swelling started in the top of my left leg and graduated to my lower pelvic area and pubic bone.

 

I was treated with antibiotics for reoccurring Pelvic infections but even though the medication cleared the infections, it seemed to FEED a lump.

 

 Then the Food Intolerance started and I felt like I had been poisoned.

I couldn't stand up when I ate Yogurt, Marmite, Brewers Yeast and sometimes Bread.

I recognised the YEAST connection but was very naïve about Yeast Infections and related conditions.

 

I couldn't help but notice what certain foods were doing but I eventually realized that YEAST was the main culprit and before long Sugar joined the queue, then eventually every kind of food and drink.

 

I developed a noticeable bump in my pelvic area that no amount of walking or exercise would flatten or remove.

 

Prior to all these alien symptoms I successfully lost weight by following Weight Watchers ~ but I didn't attend the meetings ~ I did it from home because I had developed serious Agoraphobia.

 

I learned about Pelvic Floor Exercises and got stuck into to them  before this condition racked my body.

 

I told Midwives about the pain and a feeling of my womb hanging down in 1997 then 3 months after the birth of my daughter in 1998 - 15 1/2 years ago, I was examined during a LATE Post Natal examination (my fault) but the Doc said that she couldn't find any abnormality and praised me to high-heaven for the weight-loss and sent me off for a Tummy Tuck and other corrective surgery.

 

Now thinner than my 2 eldest daughters, and with the equivalent of an AIR-BRUSHED stomach, I was in vanity heaven.

 

My hours of power-walking, weight-lifting, press-ups,

rowing and pelvic exercises had paid off - but left me with an ugly sheath of hanging skin.

 

I was Okayed as MENTALLY SOUND for the big op, but as my symptoms worsened, surgery was put on hold while I was further investigated - but things didn't go plain sailing AT ALL and I found myself in the hands of prejudice, uncaring, authoritive, belligerent Doctors and Consultants ~ Medical Goliaths who ate me whole and spat me out.

 

In my distress, I turned to God and my Bible and eventually I received revelation after revelation.

I believed it then and I believe it now that God showed me that I had a Stone in my left ureter BEFORE diagnosis, and that I would be Medically neglected but later return to the Urologist who had rejected the Stone (the one which had been seen on my CT scan and identified as a suspected raisin by the nurse doing the scan).

 

Can you imagine how that will sound in Court ?

 

 

I had already told my GP in faith before diagnosis that I believe that God had showed me what the problem was and that is why she sent me to Urology.

 

I believe that God revealed to me years ago that I would go through this awful valley later on in life and how I encountered this will be revealed in my book -

 " Can I interest You in a Fungus Lord ? "

 

The very reason for this Blog.

 

As my pain and disability become more severe and with the backing of my new CPN and Occupational Therapist, this illness will come to a head and the prejudice and negligence of my persecutors will be revealed.

 

This Medical borough have already paid out thousands due to their Medical Negligence.

 

I can't wait for it all to end so that I can be whole again and be a physically capable (widowed) mum to my 2 bereaved teenagers.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Medical Negligence

I used to be so skinny with an inverted stomach but then some horrible changes started to occur inside my body.

I was eventually diagnosed with a Stone in my Left Ureter and even though something showed up on the CT scan the Consultant Urologist rejected the diagnosed Stone and refused to listen to my vast array of symptoms.
Several GP's and Hospital Consultants told me that I had NO SWELLING and NO PAIN !
It was ALL IN MY MIND and I was sent to a Psychiatrist who echoed the GP's thoughts but also offered me Anti-Psychotic Drugs.
Definitely NOT, thanks.

I also got diagnosed with a Hernia but the neglect and the patronisation goes on almost 15 years later.

Not swollen.
Not in pain.
Totally Psychosomatic.

What do you think ?